S, T, A

before we go further...these are some 'renungan'...
"utk apa mencampakkan diri kepada mereka yg tidak tahu menghargai kita dn suka memperlekehkan kita? baiklah membawa diri pergi kepada mereka yg lebih menghargai dan sedar kewujudan kita" ~riwayat changmeni~

hey...i dont even know what was my fault to you...(may be u know...)suddenly u deny me???who u think i am???sumpah i never have fren (bestfriend!) yg cmni???i know that our live was sgt sgt sgt mcm langit ngan bumi...but then nape x ckp awal2 yg u x leh nak hold lg???may be btol gak ckp lin...eja terlalu cepat percaye orang...eja terlalu cepat rase kesian...and u're just a sweet talker (even mase awal2 i didn't notice about that...)...u come into my world by that time i tgh down gile n need some one to make me happy...n u really did it!...tanx a lot la babe!...but i never imagine that i'll face all this at last...why u choose me???some times i feel that u nak tolong ur kawan yg ade simpan dendam on me tau x??? who's that person...and tell me ape yg die dendam kan...if u are a really really bestie mcm yg u ckp kat i...("firstly No secretes! 2nd HONEST. Last, Be able to share anytink n evrytink.")...show ur self la...i just want everything to be clear...if i was really2 yg guiltiest disini...i'm so sory...n u'll decide the next...but if i was really2 innocent...i'll pray that ur life will be messy n unhappy until u come to me n xplain everything...after talking with u by lan's phone...i can heard that ur voice was a bit shocked and mcm org da x leh nak lari...SEE (read this), THINK (about what have u done), ACT (dont worry...if u sala...i tell u earlier...i'll always maafkan u)...wassalam